Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Bukan Terlupa Tapi Tak Ingat

pagi tadik lift rosak. out of 3, only 1 is working.

imagine a 18 floor apartment, with only 1 lift working. in the middle of weekdays, in the morning when everyone are rushing to work.

stairs is not an option, considering my situation now, + hamza with his stroller, + his bag + my handbag + my breakfast. so yes, staircase is not an option.

en suami dah bergegas turun tangga, sbb dia bawak sampah yg pergh masyaallah busuknya. so kami menanti la lift tak kunjung tiba. kalo kunjung pun penuh la orang. adalah dalam 15min tunggu lift. sbb die akan bukan dekat every floor. ceh.

start kete pun dah kul 8. otak dah ligat pk, ah sudah, dah la alghazali walk tutup, kat ne aku nk punch nnti? sambil tu terkenang2 keje pending kat ofis, esok kene pegi 1whole day meeting, bla bla bla.

bawak kete takde la mcm pelesit, cam biasa je. masuk je parking. tergerak hati nk pandang kat sebelah.

masyallah! hamza belum hantar kat nursery!
*hamza sengih2 je tgk mummy terberuk!*

mengucap panjang aku. macam mana bole terlupakan anak teruna seorang nih? astagfirullah!

terus call en suami nk bgtau,

"awak teka apa jadi pagi ni? sy sampai je parking, tau sy terlupa apa?"
"apa?"
"hantar hamza pegi school!"

dan sepanjang perbualan tu, hamza terkekek2 kat sebelah, geli hati gamaknya. cett

terus teringat kisah cikgu tertinggal anak dalam kereta. astagfirullah! bila otak terlalu banyak fikirkan, mcm2 bole terjadi.

tp alhamdulillah, aku masih teringat hamza kat sebelah. buatnya tidak? tp terus terang kata, bukan salah sesiapa. mcm kes cikgu tu, agak2 ko sapa tak sayang anak? eh, suma org sayang anak. sapa sanggup nk tinggalkan anak begitu saja dalam kete? nobody ok!

sbb tu, dalam kes cikgu tu, aku sbaner kesian, malaysia judge die harsh sgt. dekat fb terlalu banyak hentam dia. dah la dia sedey kehilangan anak. ditambah lagik dikecam.

bukan apa, benda tak jadik kat kita, boleh la kita mengata orang. bila dah jadik? mcm aku, dah jadik. pergh, wa cakap sama lu, berderau darah tu tuhan je tau. agak2 kalo aku tertinggal hamza dlm kete betul2 camne?

astagfirullah! tak boleh bayangkannn!




3 comments:

  1. Aku HAMPIR WEH nak jadi gitu arituuuuuuu
    aku drive laju2 gi keje sbb dah lambatt....dah nak masuk SIRIM tu aku tgk sbelah cam EH APEHAL FAHIM DOK TIDO TEPI NI.....aaaaa
    nasib la nursery tak jauh sgt so aku masuk, punch, keluar balik --_--
    ye kalau tertinggal terus dalam kete mmg sgt MENYERAMKAN :((

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    1. kannnn. seram gile wehhh. mintak simpang jadik kat kita!

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