Alhamdulillah

terima kasih Allah!

ok so petang tadik aku dah pegi jumpe dr masitah dan buat ultrasound.alhamdullillah, takde ape2 yg bermasalah. maksudnye, mcm doc uia cakap tadik, muscle strain. phew!

tp mmule baby tak gerak. tuhan je tau aku punye takut time tu. tp lepas bagi salam, baru die gerak. ok, pandai die main2. tatau mummy ngn daddy punye takut la time tu. aku tanye la nape die tak berapa nk gerak, aritu kemain lagik die melambai2. doc dgn selamba kate, owh kejap, i should show u the heartbeat.

alhamdullilah, heartbeat sgt strong! tp aku still tak puas ati nape die cam tak berapa aktif. sbaner aku tak berapa jelas sgt nk tgk 2d nih. *ok, aku selalu blur tgk ultrasound*. so doc tunjuk 3D. nampak die berpusing2.

terima kasih Allah!

kejap meniarap kejap menelentang, tp malu2 nk pandang scan. tp doc pujuk2, die pusing gak pandang. owh, btw, we do see the baby private little thing. ooooooh! tp doc kate nnti pasni br lagik clear.

ok, puas ati dah scan duduk consultation balik. aku cite pasal doc uia kate ade 2 assumption pagi tadik. die kate, yes, selagi tak buat ultrasound, it's normal for a doc to assume that. sebabnye, walaupun tak bleeding, if lets say bleeding itu berlaku di atas, in which the placenta akan jatuh due to gravity (itu tanpa sebarang bleeding) itu paling bahaya. lebih baik ada bleeding, sbb kita boleh stop kan dia. if lets say berlaku assumption ke2 itu, biasanya untuk awal2 pregnancy ni tak da apa doctor bole buat melainkan isythiharkan threaten pregnancy yg bila2 masa bole miscarriage. subhanallah! mintak simpang! seram gile aku dgr. pastu doc kate, if lets say itu berlaku time dah week 32+ normally, what doc akan buat ialah, suntik ubat kuatkan paru2 baby, dan force delivery. Allah!

yes, perut masih sakit. due to muscle strain. doc suruh rehat. tu saje. doc uia bagi panadol, dan actually aku tak telan2 sbb takut affect baby. so tahan je la sakit kan. biar mummy sakit, jangan baby sakit. tp dr masitah kate tu salah, sbb bile mummy sakit, baby lagik sakit. owh.

terima kasih Allah kerana melindungi dan menjaga anak dalam kandunganku ini. aku bersyukur padaMu.

dan buat kawan2 yg caring, time kasih! sayang kowang jugak!

8 weeks

we are now officially in week 8, today. officially!

kalau sebelum ni doc kate kalo ikut calculation from last period, we supposed to be in week 10, tp mengikut scan, it shows that we are in week 8. in which, the scan pic simply show a small lump (tak berapa nk nampak mcm baby lagik) with the size of 1.35cm but, the heartbeat! omg, the heartbeat! sgt kuat! dupdupdupdupdup. masyallah! alhamdullillah tuhan utk nikmat ini. first time dgr heartbeat, mulut aku melopong selopong2 nya. alhamdullilahh. en suami siap kata, lepas ni die nk rakam, nk wat ringtone.

tapi laa, baru week 8 eh? rasa mcm dah lama je morning sickness ni. dan meaning, en suami terpaksa bersabar 1-2 bulan lagik la. doc pun kate "nk jadi daddy kene sabar". mmg kesian kat en suami since we get pregnant, aku tak mampu nk uruskan rumah tangga. nk masak jauh sekalik la kan.

owh, btw, the due date shall be on 18th june 2012. semoga semuanya berjalan lancar.

amin

dan dapat 2nd pic of our lil caliph. which, belum upload mana2 lagik. sbbnya balik umah, aku terus solat dan tidor. sebab tenaga sudey abes. mcm tayar kereta pancit. lansung tak bole nk jalan. hurmmm

Hari ini...

...lebih baik drp semalam.

masih bercuti. masih menikmati rehat secukupnya sebelum masuk keje esok dan menghadapi keje yg berlambak. aish, sgt tidak suka!

masih lembik, masih tak larat berdiri, masih malas, masih terasa mahu muntah, masih lapar tp tak tahu mahu makan apa, masih juga bernyawa, masih juga bernafas, dan masih juga mengandung.

alhamdulillah.syukur yg Allah.

ya Allah ya Tuhanku, 

Kau kuatkanlah semangatku demi anak dalam kandunganku ini. Kau berilah aku kekuatan untuk mengatasi segala ketidakselesaan ini. Sesungguhnya Engkaulah Tuhan yang maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihani.

Amin, amin ya rabbil alamin

Kemuliaan Ibu Mengandung Dalam Islam

1. Dua rakaat solat wanita yang hamil lebih baik dari 80 rakaat solat wanita yang tidak hamil.

2. Wanita yang hamil dapat pahala puasa disiang hari & pahala ibadat dimalam hari.

3. Wanita yang bersalin dapat pahala 70 thn solat & puasa serta setiap kesakitan pada satu uratnya, Allah bagi satu pahala haji.

4. Sekiranya wanita meninggal dunia dalam masa 40 hari selepas bersalin ia dikira sebagai mati syahid. ...

5. Wanita yang beri minum susu badannya kepad anaknya akan dapat 1 pahala daripada tiap titik susu yang diberikannya.

6. Wanita yang beri minum susu badannya kepad anaknya yang menangis maka Allah beri pahala satu tahun pahala solat & puasa.

7. Kalau wanita menyusui anaknya hingga cukup tempoh 2 setengah tahun, maka malaikat dilangit khabarkan berita bahawa syurga wajib baginya.

8. Seorang ibu yang menghabiskan masa malamnya dengan tidur yang tidak selesa kerana menjaga anaknya yang sakit dapat pahala seperti membebaskan 20 orang hamba.

9. Wanita yang tidak cukup tidur pada malam hari kerana menjaga anaknya yang sakit akan di ampunkan oleh Allah akan seluruh dosanya & bila dia hiburkan hati anaknya Allah beri 12 tahun pahala ibadat.

wallahualammm

source: here 

The Moment of Truth

Questions for doctor:

1. Is the pregnancy vital?
2. How to reduce the morning sickness?

arrived at the clinic at 3.30pm only to be treated at 6.30pm. as usual.  and it is the moment of truth we have been waiting.

the answer for our questions:

1. yes! alhamdullillah! syukur ya Allah!
2. i was given medication to reduce the nausea (tho i did not take any as im afraid it shall affected my baby). and the doc told me to adapt to all the uneasiness as it shall continues until birth. and that dear hubby to help me in doing whatever i cant do.

the doc said that our pregnancy is about 7weeks, however, the v.ultrasound said that it is only 5w1d. but not to worry as it is normal for the fetus to be smaller than the week it supposed to be. whatever it is, the pregnancy is vital and our baby is growing up healthy. amin!

*our first picture of our first baby*

our next appointment shall be on 1st november 2011 in which, on that date, the exact due date and conception date can be determine. and i am yet waiting for my 'buku pink'. 

Week 4

to be honest, i am confuse which week am i now.
last visit to the gynea (last monday) i believe i heard she said that according to the scan we are now 4 weeks 1 day. but calculating from my last period, it says that i am in week 5. shall confirm this next visit (12/10)


What is going on with baby?

Baby is approximately 1 mm long (about the size of a poppy seed) and looks sort of like a tadpole. Your ovary contains a tiny corpus luteum which is what is left of the follicle your egg was being housed in. The corpus luteum will produce progesterone until the placenta takes over progesterone production around 10 weeks after conception (when you are about 12 weeks pregnant). Right now the placenta is still forming and the cells that will become your baby are dividing at a rapid pace.

Mrs A adds: i remember the gynea said that the baby IS about 1mm long. how small is that? yet i didnt see it during the ultrasound. i simply cant see anything, tho daddy said he did see u. silly mummy!

What is going on with Mom?

You may be feeling some symptoms of early pregnancy by now or you may not notice any changes yet. You may feel more tired, your breasts may feel tender, you may notice that you are urinating more frequently, or you may feel like you are just about to start your period. A lot of newly pregnant moms, in fact, think that they are not pregnant because they feel like they are about to start their periods. Early pregnancy symptoms often feel similar to PMS symptoms. You may feel bloated and be worried about slight cramping but this is normal for early pregnancy.

 Mrs A adds: i still cant believe that i am pregnant. maybe that there are no changes yet. and i am thankful that i am one of those whom did not experience any morning sickness. alhamdullilah. tho i did took MC yesterday as i dont felt well. it was like all power & will has been sucked out from my body and leave me sleeping one whole day.

3rd October 2011

on 25th September, i was down to see a stain at my panty. I was like, no more hopes this month. 

however, it was only a small stain. no menses followed. which was weird.

tho i dont really mind as my AF simply come and go as she please, for example, last August, my AF came 2days after my first stain.

yet, its already 3rd October. 

at first i dont want to have UPT as i dont want to get crush if it shows only 1 line. u know the feeling of -ve. how useless u think u really are.

but, i did bought 2 UPT and yet doesnt hv the courage to test it.

after finished making dinner, while taking my bath, i tested.

and guess what it showed?

 alhamdulillah! yet, i seem not to believe it and tested again. this time it still shows 2lines, but more fainter.

i felt like shouting, Alhamdullilah!!!!

and immediately i woke my husband up and dragged him to the toilet to share the big news.

when he see the +ve UPT, he was like, 

"Apa maksud satu terang 2 line, satu lagik tak terang? abg tak pecaya. abg nk tido"

in which i was like slapping his face hard. how could he! but the reason why he said that was that he was afraid that we shall undergo the same thing before. *see my other blog*

so at 7.30 pm, off we went to see the gynea and was only being called in at 12.00am!

and yes, the doc confirm the pregnancy. tho she did said

"according to this scan, you are 4 weeks 1day pregnant. however, we shall wait until week 6 and check whether the pregnancy is vital or not"

we are pregnant!

alhamdullilah.

tho i am afraid hearing those words, it didnt stop me from having sujud syukur.

aku bersyukur padaMu ya Allah atas segala rezeki yang Engkau berikan. Kau berkatilah kami dan peliharalah anak dalam kandungan ku ini dari segala anasir jahat dan syaitan yg direjam. Kau peliharalah anak dalam kandunganku ini agar dia membesar, sihat tubuh badan dan akal fikiran, lahir kedunia dengan selamat, hidup dan membesar dan dapat menjaga kami di hari tua kami. Dan Kau peliharalah dia supaya menjadi anak yang soleh dan solehah. 

aminnnn, ya rabbil alamin.