Week 4

to be honest, i am confuse which week am i now.
last visit to the gynea (last monday) i believe i heard she said that according to the scan we are now 4 weeks 1 day. but calculating from my last period, it says that i am in week 5. shall confirm this next visit (12/10)


What is going on with baby?

Baby is approximately 1 mm long (about the size of a poppy seed) and looks sort of like a tadpole. Your ovary contains a tiny corpus luteum which is what is left of the follicle your egg was being housed in. The corpus luteum will produce progesterone until the placenta takes over progesterone production around 10 weeks after conception (when you are about 12 weeks pregnant). Right now the placenta is still forming and the cells that will become your baby are dividing at a rapid pace.

Mrs A adds: i remember the gynea said that the baby IS about 1mm long. how small is that? yet i didnt see it during the ultrasound. i simply cant see anything, tho daddy said he did see u. silly mummy!

What is going on with Mom?

You may be feeling some symptoms of early pregnancy by now or you may not notice any changes yet. You may feel more tired, your breasts may feel tender, you may notice that you are urinating more frequently, or you may feel like you are just about to start your period. A lot of newly pregnant moms, in fact, think that they are not pregnant because they feel like they are about to start their periods. Early pregnancy symptoms often feel similar to PMS symptoms. You may feel bloated and be worried about slight cramping but this is normal for early pregnancy.

 Mrs A adds: i still cant believe that i am pregnant. maybe that there are no changes yet. and i am thankful that i am one of those whom did not experience any morning sickness. alhamdullilah. tho i did took MC yesterday as i dont felt well. it was like all power & will has been sucked out from my body and leave me sleeping one whole day.

3rd October 2011

on 25th September, i was down to see a stain at my panty. I was like, no more hopes this month. 

however, it was only a small stain. no menses followed. which was weird.

tho i dont really mind as my AF simply come and go as she please, for example, last August, my AF came 2days after my first stain.

yet, its already 3rd October. 

at first i dont want to have UPT as i dont want to get crush if it shows only 1 line. u know the feeling of -ve. how useless u think u really are.

but, i did bought 2 UPT and yet doesnt hv the courage to test it.

after finished making dinner, while taking my bath, i tested.

and guess what it showed?

 alhamdulillah! yet, i seem not to believe it and tested again. this time it still shows 2lines, but more fainter.

i felt like shouting, Alhamdullilah!!!!

and immediately i woke my husband up and dragged him to the toilet to share the big news.

when he see the +ve UPT, he was like, 

"Apa maksud satu terang 2 line, satu lagik tak terang? abg tak pecaya. abg nk tido"

in which i was like slapping his face hard. how could he! but the reason why he said that was that he was afraid that we shall undergo the same thing before. *see my other blog*

so at 7.30 pm, off we went to see the gynea and was only being called in at 12.00am!

and yes, the doc confirm the pregnancy. tho she did said

"according to this scan, you are 4 weeks 1day pregnant. however, we shall wait until week 6 and check whether the pregnancy is vital or not"

we are pregnant!

alhamdullilah.

tho i am afraid hearing those words, it didnt stop me from having sujud syukur.

aku bersyukur padaMu ya Allah atas segala rezeki yang Engkau berikan. Kau berkatilah kami dan peliharalah anak dalam kandungan ku ini dari segala anasir jahat dan syaitan yg direjam. Kau peliharalah anak dalam kandunganku ini agar dia membesar, sihat tubuh badan dan akal fikiran, lahir kedunia dengan selamat, hidup dan membesar dan dapat menjaga kami di hari tua kami. Dan Kau peliharalah dia supaya menjadi anak yang soleh dan solehah. 

aminnnn, ya rabbil alamin.